Adehh!! Back to School..~

Adeehh!! Back to School again.. I actually didn't feel like coming back to school. It's not because the homework and tests are holly much. It's just because I don't feel happy. I don't feel comfortable much. The first minute I arrived Cambodia, I felt like I wanna cry. I miss the fun in Malaysia. I miss visiting my military training place. I miss PLKN. I was the Siri 6 Kumpulan 3/2009 trainee, in Kem PLKN Sekakap Mersing, Johor. There were so much happening there. I miss each an every hour, every minute, and every second there. The people were so kind to me, and they were so helpful. When Im done with my studies, I will definately go there and help out the teachers. And I miss you kak! You are everything I can't leave without. It's like you are the bestest friend I ever had. You taught me alot of things. You taught me about life. You even taught me in a way to be a better person. You taught me what's right and what's wrong. I felt like Im being me there, but when I get back here, I don't feel like being me anymore. And I don't like that kind of feeling. I'm sure you guys will not like it when you are not being yourself. I had tried to make alot of effort trying to be myself, but I just can't. But when Im in front of some people, Im being myself. These are the only people that Im comfortable with. Well, my plan for this year is, Im going to study hard, get a good grades, and get out. Go to a new environment, meet new people. And the most important thing is start a new life.