想

我在想，是谁才是真正了解我的人？
来到这里，可以说是这间学校吧。
老实说根本都不觉得开心。怎么呢？
怎觉得一直有人在针对我噢。
我努力了帮了好多的人。
可没见得，有人帮我。为什么呢？
与其把爱献给不爱自己的人，不如把爱献给爱自己的人。
曾经把爱献给一个想当真心朋友的人。
为他付出了一切。
可是他却一句话也不跟我说耶。
我不晓得他心里到底在想些什么？
想当初我们很要好。
我到底做错了什么啊？

POPCORN! =]

Okay~~ Yesterday, I spent hours and hours sorting out, how to make a good popcorn. Well, I have the recipe from Mdm Ung, which is my French teacher. She is really gooooood with food. She has all the recipes in her computer, so i thought i could get the popcorn recipe from her. So, he photocopy one for me. So, i took it, and went out shopping with my mom. I bought the ingredients which cost me like over $10. My mom was like WOW! it's so expensive! So, we went home. Try and cook the popcorn. There several ingredients that we need to include in it. There are brown sugar, unsalt butter, salt, corn syrup, baking soda, popcorn kernels. Overall, i did like 2 or 3 times. The first time i did. It was overcooked! And i was so mad, cuz i thought i did it so perfectly! The second time, i did it all over again. I poured the caramel in, and i think it was too hot, and it made all my popcorn turned to a smaller bit. GOSH! The forth time i did. It was perfect. Shiny, Yellowish popcorn! I was so happy and can't wait to eat it. And my nephew was eating non-STOP! I was like, HEY! STOP IT! But what to SAY? He's still a little kid anyway. But, im glad, he really likes it alot!

CONTINUE LATER!!~

F.A.M.I.L.Y

Do you guys what "Family" actually stands for?? Well, hehe, It stands for Father And Mother I Love You. Well, as you can see, Im pretty much gonna talk about my family here. Im going to start from the first. It's my grandpa and my grandma. huhhuh.. They have 11 kids. Five boys and 6 girls. It used to be 7 girls. Due to the fact that, the first one was twins, one died, so there are only one. The frst one is my aunt. And then the second was my dad....

There are five members in my family. There ar my dad, my mom, my two older brothers, and lastly me.Both my brothers are 12 and 13 years older than me. They are both married, and have beautiful kids. My first brother(David) is helping out my dad working in China. But i most concern about him is that, he is working too much!! He doesn't gives himself a rest. That's why his body is not in a well condition right now....

continue later...

WOOT!!

Err... I felt easy today. Class for today went quite well. Except that PE class was hectic! It was really.. really.. COLD!! I couldn't even move. My muscles were all freezing. It was so freakin' hard for me to write. But finally, Mr. Austin turned down the AC. So, it was fine for all of us.

I learnt game making in ICT class TODAY!! At first, I didn't really get it, but somehow it get much interesting at the end. I was so happy. We created the walls, made sprites so it could bounce off the wall stuff like that. I didn't know that game are made like this. =]
Well, that's it for now. I have Econs next. I am so excited of what will be going on in that class.

So in History class We had to make a illustration showing globalization. We drew a McDonald sign which is already available all over the country. I drew the house with FACE!! Looks like it's alive! We had to present the illustration next class.

Adehh!! Back to School..~

Adeehh!! Back to School again.. I actually didn't feel like coming back to school. It's not because the homework and tests are holly much. It's just because I don't feel happy. I don't feel comfortable much. The first minute I arrived Cambodia, I felt like I wanna cry. I miss the fun in Malaysia. I miss visiting my military training place. I miss PLKN. I was the Siri 6 Kumpulan 3/2009 trainee, in Kem PLKN Sekakap Mersing, Johor. There were so much happening there. I miss each an every hour, every minute, and every second there. The people were so kind to me, and they were so helpful. When Im done with my studies, I will definately go there and help out the teachers. And I miss you kak! You are everything I can't leave without. It's like you are the bestest friend I ever had. You taught me alot of things. You taught me about life. You even taught me in a way to be a better person. You taught me what's right and what's wrong. I felt like Im being me there, but when I get back here, I don't feel like being me anymore. And I don't like that kind of feeling. I'm sure you guys will not like it when you are not being yourself. I had tried to make alot of effort trying to be myself, but I just can't. But when Im in front of some people, Im being myself. These are the only people that Im comfortable with. Well, my plan for this year is, Im going to study hard, get a good grades, and get out. Go to a new environment, meet new people. And the most important thing is start a new life.